But I Need You

You creep into my thoughts often.
I try to push you away, but
I don’t really want you to go.

Thoughts and memories
Are the only way
I can have you now.

We barely talk anymore.
I feel like I’m
The last person you wanna talk to.

So I don’t reach out.
But I need you.
Every fucking day.

I don’t make a habit
Of needing people.
I damn sure don’t admit it.

But maybe you need to know.
Or, maybe you don’t wanna know.

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My Heart Returns To You

I tried to move on.
I tried to not care.
I tried, but I couldn’t.

I told myself
I was falling for a new guy,
Then I pushed him away.

I wanted to believe
That I was free
From your memory.

But, sooner or later,
My heart always returns
To you.

Falling for You

When I love,
I love with everything in me.

I don’t take it lightly.

When I give myself,
I give body, heart, and soul.

I give myself completely.

When I’m over it,
I walk away and don’t look back.

I don’t regret anything.

But right now,
I’m in over my head.

I’m utterly falling for you.

The Little Things

You encourage me to dream
Big.
There is nothing I can’t do.

You inspire me to think
Outside the box.
Leave my comfort zone behind.

You make me feel
Special.
Like I’m all that matters.

You push me to explore
New adventures.
There’s no stopping us.

You get the best of me,
Carefree.
You take me back to who I used to be.

You bring out a vulnerability in me
I never wanted again.
I’m terrified of this, of us.

Its all these little things
That pull me to you,
At the end of the day, we are worth it.

Love Him Anyway

When you love someone so deeply
That you would do anything
To hold on to him.

When you love someone so deeply
That you wish you could go back
And fix your mistakes.

When you love someone so deeply
That his absence
Cuts you.

When you love someone so deeply
That they can hurt you in unspeakable ways….
And you still love him anyway.

Words

I don’t have all the words
To describe the love
I carry for you.

I don’t have all the words
To tell you
How much I want you with me.

I don’t have all the words
To give you
Whatever you need.

I don’t have all the words,
But I won’t just say
What you want to hear.

I don’t have all the words
To tell you, quite simply,
I love you. You’re everything.